Heavy Heart

just something that sorta happened today that sorta hit me hard but meh, time passes right? :3

My heart,
hard as steal
yet full of envy...

his eyes are always on you
you are his fascination
not me
i am just the faded figure in the background
never seen never known

if i confess what i feel
would that just be stupid
or would that make me braver
would he even care?

unspoken i just walk quietly away

whenever i get depressed
i start talking in a tiny voice
but behind this innocent giggle
is a heavy heart weighing me down

no one know how much it hurt
because i didn't want to anyone to care
the smiles, the teases, the jokes,
the laughter
for some reason i want all of that

under my breath
i mumbled in an uneasy voice
"I'm so jealous"

Author's Note

not much of a poem coz i just wanted to get this weight off coz today my heart kept beating so fast and my head wouldn't forget about it. PS. not really in order...sorry

Reviews

[Rainbow Silhouette]

awwww i feel that way too sometimes when i can't really get heartbreak off my mind :( hope this go it off your mind :)