Can't stop

Trying to hide depression after a lover is gone, then continuing to love them while you rot away basically. Just another notebook entry.

I do my best to hide my depression

I try to tell myself everything is okay

But they always ask about you

Hearing your name tears me in two

When they ask me, I tell them you’re gone

They ask what went wrong

I start crying 

I can’t keep lying

Because I don’t know 

At this point I have no idea what to do

I try to move on, but my mind moved back to you

Let me back through

I am so alone

I am stuck here waiting for you

Without anything else to do

Great pain in my eyes 

Searching for sight 

All I can do is hope you will come back to me

Loving you is the only thing that ever felt right

I can’t stand having one more

Lonely night