Another cup of coffee

Why I drink coffee late at night these days

Another cup of coffee 

Slowly sipping to stay awake 

I can not sleep

The dreams I have make me ache 

I dream of what was lost 

Things I wish to have back 

To get them back I would pay any cost 

But for now I wake up at night having a panic attack 

When the subconscious tells you what you want 

You grasp desperately at it 

Your dreams haunt 

These feelings need to quit 

So I will stay up and write poetry 

Hoping you will come back to me