Demi

About a struggle I have been having with relationships

I am cursed

In a way which is the worst

I can not love

Over and over I try

But they feelings always die

I can not love

Someone seeks my hand

Wants me as their man

I can not love

I love someone who is gone

Someone in which I long

To be with again 

I long to be with them again

Because they were my best friend

I have never been able to have feelings for any others

Demisexual is what I am

I can not love another woman or man

I've tried so many times