Love all, hate self

From my notebook when I ran away.

Show everyone they're loved 

But hate yourself

All because of your failing health 

To everyone you're kind

But they always leave you behind

Once they get into your brain

They know you aren't sane

You're irrational and bad

Easily mad

Perpetually sad

never glad

Nothing helps you, not even a tad

Show love, receive hate

Even from your closest mate

Irrationality led me to insanity 

So they flee

Forever hating something that is not me