Forever was fastA Poem by ThisismythearpyLike I always say, I can't write. This is just a coping mechanism suggested to me. Everything is pulled un-edited from a muddled beat up notebook. Most things I don't even remember writing.Sometimes forever is just a little while. Only as long as I can make you smile. Then it's over an I'm back where I was. You came to help, you came to heal, but do you know how you leaving made me feel? I'm dead inside. Sorry I was an aromantic asexual who fell in love. Sorry that you were the hand in my glove. But you could have just not lied. Said how you felt inside. You followed me for months, they felt like years. You were all my fears. Our unity was good and strong, but the pain of what happened to you broke our bond. It made me insane, ruined my brain. Then it drove you away. Forgive me.
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2 Reviews Added on June 12, 2017 Last Updated on June 12, 2017 Tags: depression, lost love, mental illness, mental health, sadness AuthorThisismythearpyKingston, TNAboutHello, my name is Chris. I just post the stuff I wrote in my notebook when I ran away home a little while ago when trying to run away from depression, ptsd, and what all caused it all. I'm dead inside.. more..Writing
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