What did you do to me?

After an incounter with someone who was once close to me.

 

I hate what I become when I’m around you

Hate that I can’t say “no”

Or when I try it’s a feeble attempt

 

I hate what you’ve made me

Something for your own enjoyment

How you get off at my disdain for you

 

I wonder why I put up a fight

Because it only fuels your fire

Makes all reason go out the door

 

I hate what i am

I hate it because it’s what you wanted

I hate that my voice disappears

That my will diminishes

 

I want to make you happy

That’s why it’s so sick

You know it’s my weakness

And chose to exploit it

 

How could you do that,

To me of all people

I trusted you

And you used it against me

 

I want you to know

That somewhere in the person you created

Is a little girl

 

A little girl that doesn’t understand

How the world works

But the one thing I do know

Is I’ve lost all respect for you