Sitting in Silence

It's dark 

a little cold as well

But, nothing unbearable 

I lay here

With my love 

Except she's asleep 

And I'm not

I can't fall asleep 

I just can't 

I wish she'd wake up 

I feel as if I'm just not enough

Something of a bore to her

In this time I think of

All the things I can do 

To become more interesting 

I think deeper

And I always seem to hurt 

Myself when I think 

I think

“How come she's always wide

awake when she's around her friends