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I'm not shedding these tears for sadness

I shed these tears for the recognition of wasted time

I shed the tears you should have cried for yourself for me and for us 

Loving you is stupid 

Loving you is time wasted 

Loving you is sin

Loving you is anguish 

Loving you is constraint

Loving you is disease 

Loving you is sickness

Loving you is hopeless 

Loving you is shameful 

Loving you is insanity 

Loving you is heart-wrenching

Loving you is agony 

Loving you is hateful

Loving you is despicable 

Loving you is curse

Loving you is the only thing I know