Maybe

Maybe I should be 
A b***h, a selfish w***e, a snob

Maybe I should be
Someone who doesn`t care

Maybe I should be
Someone who treats other like crap 

Maybe I should turn
Into a narcissistic a*****e 

Maybe I should 
Change who I am completely 

Maybe I should
Because being who I am now, sweet, caring, loyal 
Doesn`t get me anywhere but heartache

Maybe I should have
Terminated my pregnancy 
Since it will be held against me
Regardless of who I am

Yeah maybe I should
Because then I can`t get hurt

Maybe I should
Because then I wouldn`t be crying

Maybe I should
Because then I won`t be able to love 

Maybe I should
Just close my heart and myself off completely 

Maybe I should
Because being who I am
Is causing me to get hurt....