Dear X

Dear X,

     

      I hope you can forgive me

But this I must say to you

Everything in this letter

Is pure honesty and true

 

There is this guy

That he and I are one

But lately all we do

Is argue, and that's no fun

 

Most of the time

It is because of me

And because I have a tendancy

To be bossy

 

But I do not mean to be

Nor do I want to

I am used to being told

What to do

 

I only make suggestions

But I never know how they sound

So please Mr X

Tell me why does he frown?

 

How can I show

How sorry I am

For being this way

And not how I should be

 

Maybe it's my defense

Because I truly care for him

More than I realize

Or

 

Maybe it's because

He's a guy I truly care about

And who cares about me

Just as much

 

Either way Mr X

I am scared

Of being hurt

And losing him

 

I do not want to argue

I do not want to fight

I just want to know

How to treat him right

 

He is someone I can see

In my life a long time 

But it scares me

That he will leave me

 

Oh dear Mr X

Please tell me what to do

So that I may make him happy

All through and through

 

Please help me learn

How to not be paranoid

Please help me learn

How to not think the worse

 

I am down about myself

Most of the time

But I try not to show it

But I fail all the time

 

Please Mr X

Help me with this

For I do not want

To lose him

 

Sincerely,

Ms N