My comfort

This is a poem about me actually but I written it in third person.

Fallen again

Broken and weary

Tear filled brown eyes

Stares blankly into a bathroom mirror

 

Warm salty tears

Stain her soft tanned cheeks

Her lips quivering

Her body shaking

Trying to stop the tears from flowing

 

A shakey yet delicate hand

Grips the end of the bathroom sink

Only to have her fingers slide over

Brushing against the razor blade beside her

 

Her index finger and thumb slowly grips the blade

While her left arm extends out

With soft whimpering

The sharp razor pierces her wrist

Slice

Slice

Slice

 

Red crimson liquid

Flows freely down her hand

Splashing into the white marble sink

Already  a large pool of blood

Forms within the sink

 

She only cries more

The physical pain

Still not outweighing

The emotional damange that was done

 

Shaking, she switches hands

Carefully wiping her bloodied hand against

Her white tank top shirt

Before gripping that ever so sharp blade

 

This time, holding out her right wrist

She hissed softly, feeling that blade

Pierce her skin once more

Slice

Slice

Slice

 

More of her blood

Spills down her wrist

Into her hand only to drip

Into the blood ridden sink

 

Whimpering and shuddering

Gasping and breathing heavily

Finally that physical pain

Outweighs that emotional pain

 

Slowly her eyes grew heavy

The blade in her hand slips out

Making a soft splash into the pool of blood

While her fragile body falls limp

Onto the cold bathroom floor

 

She lays there,

Back against the floor

Both blooded wrists facing upwards

Showing the deep, large gashes she has made

 

Her eyes stare blankly

Into the dim bathroom light

Fading....Fading so fast this time...

 

Slowly, her eyes finally shut

Though her mind gave one last though:

This is my comfort

My peace of mind

No one can hurt me now

No pain can do its damage to me

I'm letting go....

Letting go....and fading from this world...

This cold hearted world, where I am no longer loved

No longer cared for

No longer important

You can't hurt me anymore

No one can

Goodbye...

 

No breath of life left

No movement

Just her cold dead body

Lying in the middle

Of the bathroom floor