Disappearing from the world

I know things

Would be easier

If I just disappeared from the world

No one would worry

No one would have to shed tears

Everyone could go on with their lives

Without having to worry about me

 

I won't break any one's heart

 I won't severly cause someone pain

No drama, no darkness would surround anyone

No one would have to lose sleep

If I wasn't here anymore

 

Why is it

That feeling the way I do

Causes those around me to hurt?

 

Why is it

That if I want to express and share

People run and hide....

 

It's only then

When I know for sure

That I want to run away

 

I want to disappear

I want to run

I want to never be seen again

 

Maybe then

Everyone close to me

Could have some peace

And not worry about me

 

I can handle my own problems

I won't lean on anyone

I won't burden anyone

It will just be me....and only me

 

I will be the only suffering

I will be the only one breaking down

I will be the only one not sleeping...

 

I want to disappear

I want to go away...

I want to run and leave

And never come back....

 

Disappearing....

Disappear....

Never really was here....

Never really meant to belong...

Never really meant to love

Nor be loved....

Disappearing from here...

Reviews

[Elisa]

This is really beautiful, great job.