Now I understand why women cheat

I think I can understand

Why women cheat

 

See I'm dealing with a guy

Who is m boyfriend

 

And I'm putting in

Everything into our relationship

 

What is he putting in?

Nothing....

 

I've understood

He was really sick

 

But obviously

He wasn't that sick to play his x-box

 

He comes on messenger

I get excited, send him a message

 

Wait....and Wait....

Nothing, no response

 

Finally, I see he IM's me

I smile but slowly

 

That smile turns to a frown

When dark brown eyes read's

 

"I'm playing on my x-box

Talk to you later"

 

Of course...

No surprise....

 

He comes on again

I see him, excited once more

 

IM him,

And again....

 

Waiting...and waiting

Nothing....

 

I see, his playing his x-box

Again....

 

So I leave him be

Delete him off my messenger

 

But keep him on my mypsace

Sending emails back and forth with each other

 

I check tonight

See he read my messages, but no reply....

 

I send one last attempt

A broken heart with a fed up mind

 

Speaking from the soul

Giving him one last shot before he loses me

 

I'm trying, I'm putting everything into this...

And he's not....

 

If something doesn't change soon

I will be gone

 

And his biggest fear

Will be happening.....him losing me....

 

I can see why women cheat...

Because the effort

 

The blood, the sweat, the tears

We put in....

 

When we get nothing in return...

We turn to someone who will....

 

I have never been one to cheat

Often look down on it....

 

But I truly understand now

Why women cheat....

 

Because in my heart

I want to cheat....

Author's Note

Ok I just want to clarify something, no I'm not going to cheat on my boyfriend nor have I done so, this is simply me letting out my frustrations with our relationship and just my overall feeling of being fed up with him. Even though I Have found someone who will be a million times better than him I haven't given up but at this point...I honestly just may. Advise is always wise so I am definitely open to some