Are feelings always right?

Here am I
Sitting here
Crying..
Saddened...

Why can't I
Shake this feeling
I'm trying
But it won't go away

In my mind
In my heart
I feel
Your cheating on me...

But,
I know you said
You would never
Cause you know how it feels....

If that is true
Then maybe you are just
Mad at me...
Did I do something?

Maybe I am just
Reading too much
Into things
Like I always do

I know
I am just scared
To give everything
To you

I can no longer
Blame my past
For how I am now
But, It's hard to forget

When every guy
Your with,
Cheats on you
I can't help but be afraid

That you might do the same to me
Or maybe
Your worried I would do the same
As your past girlfriend's have done

I don't know
But either way
I still can't shake this feeling
And most of the times my feelings are never wrong

But could it be...
This one time...
That my feelings are completely wrong
Can I truly trust my own self?

I have been hurt
So much
Taking a big risk
With this relationship...

It is so hard
Being away from you
Long Distance relationships
Are hard in general

I guess
I just don't want
This one to end up
Like all the others...

Feelings about things
Aren't always right...
You say you love me..
And I believe you....

You say you love me...
And I love you too..
I know you are different...
I know I have to get used to you...

But I am terrified
That the very fragile heart
I have...
You'll break...like many others....

I do not know
If I am strong enough
To go through another
Heartache

But for you...
I am willing
To push every fear aside
To push these paranoid feelings aside...