Forsaken

Anger I hold towards God though I shouldn't

It's always one thing

After the other

 

Never a moment of peace

Always something there

 

To ruin

The little happiness I have

 

Why? God Why?

Why does it feel as if you have forsaken me?

 

I don't get it

I know you see me

 

You look down at me from heaven

You see the pain

 

You see the hurt

You feel my tears

 

And yet why

Why can't you take it away?

 

I've tried myself

Yet you saved me each time

 

Why?!

Why can't you do something?

 

Why can't you stop these tears?

Why can't you stop these people from hurting me?

 

Why can't you stop the breaking of my heart?

Why can't you help me?

 

I feel as if I have been forsaken

Though I've been told I haven't

 

I've been told

You don't give people more that they can handle

 

A test...

Then why does my whole life feel like one big endless test?

 

When do I get my happiness too?

Have I gone that far astray?

 

Have I become that fallen of an angel?

All I ask is that you please....please take this away?

 

At least make me numb inside

I don't want to cry

 

Father please, can you just grant me

That little bit of peace

 

Just so I can get through another day

Another day to be forsaken

Reviews

[Ocean Orchid]

I liked this poem, Agonizingly heartfelt ... surprisingly identical too :)