Chaos in the mind of an angel

This poem is basically describing my battles with my emotions and feelings. How the poem is written is exactly how hectic my mind can be

Sometimes I feel like

I am losing my mind

One minute

 

I am fine how I am

The next minute

I wish I was

 

Someone else

 

Inside at times

I feel empty

While the outside

 

Looks fine

 

Inside at times

I am content

But that slowly

 

Slips away in time

 

I do know what I am not

I am not a s**t

I am not a w***e

 

Yes I am someone

Who enjoys sex

But who doesn't?

 

Yes I am a single

Young woman

But don't you see

 

My heart is out there

Waiting for someone to love

 

I am human too

Like most I too

Change my direction

 

So now I am stuck

With a feeling of malcontempt

What am I suppost to do?

I am losing my mind

I tell you the truth

One day I am fighting

 

Then the next day

 

I

am

dying....

 

This poem indeed

Is hectic

Hell it's chaotic

 

But that is my life

That is my mind

Chaotic...

Reviews

[The Rock And Roll Cowbo..]

You definatly showed just how our emotions mixed with our thought can be harmful to our sanity... really enjoyed the power of this piece, so raw but then again so are our emotions... BRAVO!!

[jumbie's #1 fan]

The title of this poem is what drew me in. I love the way you arrange it. It's flow is great too, and by the way, I haven't had sex, so I don't know if it's enjoyable. Hahaha, i'm just kidding. I'm saving sex for marriage, one of the very few. LOL