Overrated

I can try to interact

I can try to interject

I can try to fit in 

But I won't

I could try to be like others

I could try to joke and laugh

But I won't 

No matter how hard I try

In the end

What does it matter

When trying to fit in

Is overrated

Trying to be apart of something

When the truth is

You're truly not

And yet you can't express it

So you stay quiet

So you cry to yourself 

And slowly

You disappear 

Until no one notices

You're not here

Until you're gone completely 

And they move on...without you