Reflection

Thinking about how I use to be
Wishing I was that girl I use to be
The girl who was so strong, and sure of herself

Sometimes I don't want to look at my reflection
Too much pain in my eyes
I do not want to see

What happened to that girl
The one who was so strong
The one who thought better of herself

I lost that girl a long time ago
Trying hard to find her again
Wanting to be strong again

Hating sometimes of what I became
This low self esteem, cry baby
Who cannot take a compliment when given

Hating those who put me down so many times
They made me how I am
This, girl I don't want to be

How I wish my reflection would be
The girl I use to be
The strong girl, so sure of herself

Instead of this
Weak, crybaby girl
The person I did not want to be

Tu no Sabes
How much it hurts to constantly think
Your never good enough, that you shouldn't be loved

Maybe that's why
I don't want to look at my reflection
It shows a girl who feels like she shouldn't be loved.

Reviews

[Charlotte Marie]

Another Great poem! i really enjoy your writing style! Thanks for sharing! CM