Love

 

Pain and suffering is only pain and suffering

Until someone heals those wounds with love.

Only when you don’t find the person in time,

You only get more pain and suffering.

The love we see in some people’s eyes

They are seen to have such passion such caring that it sometimes makes me sick. Seeing these people in love without me being one of them burns

and causes pain that kills me.

I only wish I could find such love and caring in someone else’s eyes.

I wish I could only see that love.

I just want to find him.

I thought I did once, but I was wrong.

All he did was lie that he loved me and wanted me to love him as well.

He only saw that I was a freak.

If only he believed me and trusted me enough to tell him the real truth about me. Although he didn’t love me I will always remember him as a f*****g moron

Who shouldn’t be scared of the truth.

Then there’s another,

but he doesn’t want me to know that he doesn’t really love me.

I wish love could just appear for him.

He is quite loving and I want to love him but it doesn’t seem possible.

If only it was easy to get love for me,

But it’s not.

I just want to forget about true love.

I hate love and see it with all other lucky ones.

I only want true love but for now a good friend would be nice.

Author's Note

again....wrote it along time ago