My Sad Epiphany

I walk alone in the dark thinking in my head.

Pain, hurt and betrayl

3 things all humans feel at some time

3 things I always feel

I wonder if I'm just being used or am I just being played

I hate being lied to because then I no longer see the truth

Why do my friends make it so hard?

They act as if I cannot be loved

I always hope they all have my back

But somewhere, deep down, i can no longer be so sure.

"Who can I trust?"

"Who can I love?"

"Who?" I ask

And no one comes forward.

Author's Note

this pretains to my traitoress friends....not my bffs but a couple of guy friends that i can't trust fully any longer.