Sobriety.

I feel so fucked up,
I want sanity to finally reach me
I'm over here crying and pleading.
My heart is torn in so many places,
I just want to escape all the horrible spaces
I need to know what I want out of life
Holding on with a death grip
Trying to get everything right.
When did my life have a mind of its own
I'm sick of feeling all alone
Please god just show me something
It's hard to push through,
What you think is nothing