Sing Me To Sleep

I told myself there was a better world beyond the living for years to help myself to accept wanting to end my life

I used to feel alone and uncomfortable amidst situations beyond my control in fact I still do from time to time. It is a rewarding experience to feel I am living harmoniously throughout the chaos that surrounds me. It may seem a tabou lifestyle to accept death and it's spiritually cold yet powerful embrace, I used to envision alot of beauty existing in a world beyond the living . To trudge forever within the cemetery longing to find peace and feel like I was in a dream and it would last forever. Meeting other spirits that traveled this lonely plane of existence I would feel as though I finally belonged somewhere . Spirits from different walks of life would share stories of pasts forgotten and unheard stories of the present time before our demise. It seemed rather inviting to sing myself to sleep and never greet another day being afraid to be alone and live my life. Than I thought what if death will be just as lonely?...