Acting Is My Talent

How can i feel happiness?
When i can't feel the 'butterflies',
I can't blush,
I can't get dizzy?
So i will ask,
How does it feel?
To be loved?
To have you're cheeks filled with heat?
To have some kind of feeling in you're head?
Tell me.

I want to know,
How happiness feels like.

It is is mystery for me,
To have tingles,
To feel kindness,
Even though it happens all the time,
It never reaches my heart.

The only thing i feel is,
Humor,
I laugh all the time,
Do you?
How does it feel to laugh,
And mean it?
I laugh to be polite.

People say i am bubbly,
Active,
Funny,
Generous,
Loving,
Amazing.

But do they know I am a great actor?