What it's like to miss you.

Miles away

your hate for me

is still potent enough

to tremble my bones

and shake my heartbeat.

Defeated,

it's hardly 

a moment before 

I choke on memories that mean nothing to you.

The sound of your name

& I break to pieces

But the sound of mine,

is grievous

you spit,

like the letters are diseases

and you need this

this hate

and each moment of forever is a moment that I wait

for you.

Always for you.

Everything is for you.

You may despise my chest

for caging my heart

You may despise my lungs

for letting me breath

But I have always loved you 

endlessly

limitlessly

guiltless

I am a slave to the heartbreak you cause

I know you curse me every moment you pause

and remember

my flaws

but I remember yours

and fall 

to my knees enthralled by your hateful drawl

and I'll recall

this moment in death

with your name etched

in my last breath.

Author's Note

rough draft, quickly typed up, had a moment where I couldn't hold it in and out it came. I'll make it better another day.

Reviews

[DarkArtz 0703]

wow... powerful stuff! I love it