Want To Be Happy Again

I use to love going to work.
I use to enjoy working at my job.
I was always ready to go to work.
Work use to be fun.

All my coworkers use to be the greatest.
I had coworkers who had my back.
I had coworkers who never stabbed me in the back so much.
They use to always be on my side.
Now i have no good coworkers.

My job use to be make me happy.
Now i get chest pains when I drive up to it.
I cry whenever I go into work.
When i’m working I break down into tears.
It was a great place to work until we got this new director.
Now the work place is trash.
It’s full of liars, backstabbers, enemies.
I’m at my breaking point.
I just want to be happy at work again.

I want to leave this job but its easier said then done.
I really wish I went to that interview I had last year, but people talked me out of it.
Whenever I say i’m going to leave and apply for other jobs my friends and family try to talk me out of it again.

I just want to be happy at my job again or have a full time job from home.