Unwanted and Not Needed

A poem I made weeks ago. Just now decided to share it because I like sharing poems

The feeling of being unwanted and not needed is the worst feeling. 

Thinking and feeling that I don’t really have anywhere to go is painful.

Feeling like I have no meaning to someone is tough and hard to not think that.

I’m so scared.

My emotions are so messed up.

I don’t know what to do.

Losing some hope.

I feel like everyone is against me.

I feel like no one is on my side.

Feeling like I’m not special to someone. 

No one understands me or gets me.

I’m so done.

Everyone is against me.

I’m so hurt and distressed.

So confused and troubled.

Broken and confused.

Feeling like my dreams are over.

Shutting down.

I don’t know what to say or how to say stuff.

Can’t really think clearly.

I don’t want to put a smile on and fake it.

Can’t get over situations that made me furious and like I was betrayed.

I feel so small. 

I just feel like everyone is so against me and like I’m the one who is wrong.