Still Trying To Forgive

You were my one and only.

My dear lover.

My safety net.

I loved you so much.

I loved you more than you could ever imagine.

You made so many promises, but never went through with them.

You were always on your family's side and your brother's girlfriend's side.

You never defended me and always blamed me for our relationship's failure.

I really loved you with all my heart and soul.

I'm broken and wounded.

I'm still single, but you just started dating someone after we've been broken up for a year.

Don't get me wrong, there are times when I'm happy being single, but it still hurts.

I feel as if our relationship meant nothing to you.

I guess I was the one more in love then you were.

Even though you said you loved me more. I believe and think that was a huge, fat lie.

You broke my love and trust.

I'm glad we're not together anymore, but I still hurt deeply.

My heart has a black hole in it from the hurt I feel.

I'm so angry at you. I really hope I forgive you some day. I think I'm close to forgiving you.

I know you shouldn't hold a grudge, but unfortunately I do. I'm working on it though.

I have a family that supports me and makes me feel less alone.

I'm so thankful and lucky to have parents like them.