Some Friends

A poem I wrote awhile ago

Feeling alone in this world.

Feeling like I’m not anyone's friend anymore.

Sometimes I regret choosing my friends over boyfriends.

Feeling forgotten and like I’m nothing.

I feel ditched by my friends and like I’m not worth their time.

Even though one of my friends lost a friend they don’t think of me as a friend or as if I’m the friend they lost.

Why do I even bother with them?

It’s as if I’m nothing to them and not a friend to them.

They leave me to dust and just hang out with their other friends and only think of the friend that they lost.

I have no more friends anymore.

I just have my family, pets, jobs, and coworkers.

They are all more of a friend to me then my so called friends.

I should just leave my so called friends and just be my own friend and forget them.

I bet they won’t care or miss me if I disappear or move far away from them.

It seems I’m just a no one and a nuisance.

I have no friends.

Only my family and pets care and love me.

That’s not a bad thing though, but it does sort of hurt that my friends aren’t really friends to me.

My so called friends always give me excuses. Some friends they are.

I feel as if they left me behind.

I don’t care to contact them anymore.

A lot of times I just wanna delete and block them out of my life.

My friends don’t seem to be dependable.

13-14 years don’t seem to mean anything anymore.

I feel so betrayed, left alone, and left behind.