12/18/08 4:04-4:21 In the city

Understand me when I speak blandly of these sandy clains in this land.  So rude to assume a cynical move in illusive protrution of mind.  I hold this inside or I could not even recognize.  So how do I find my state of mind..  life of Consistance, Clients, Marketing, Budgeting whatever the case may be.  Seems to me a style of bland free being.  Empty and hallow in what truely matters to me.  I believe cynicism is a tool for protrution.  Go inside your mind and do whats right because you are going to die no greater way than I no matter how hard you try.  Only here will you find that "Cynicism is not realistic and tough.  Its unrealistic and cowardly because it means you dont have to try" -Peggy Noonan- so how do you say you are greater than I.  I have no tie inside that allows me this lie in life because I am not greater than you.  And when I put on the shoes which you continually go through it is then that I realize there are no mistakes in life.  Inside you hold the light and so do I.  So why did I find this way of life different than mine?

-Andrew DeRossett