What would happen if I was never around? What will the world be if I wasn't alive or didn't excised? What will happen if I lost all of my friends that I meet? I ask myself all these questions and can't find the answer. Did I make a mistake or something wrong? All I ask is a redo in life. I just want everything to be normal again. I don't want things to be weird with me and my friends and I don't wanna feel like my best friends hate me. I need someone in my life that I can talk to. Someone that I can ask for advice, questions, and my personal things and need someone that can listen to my problems. I need someone to be there for me when I need them. I don't want someone to be a lier and tell everyone about my life. I need a true friend and not a fake friend. I just wish I can start my life all over again. I wish I knew that I do have a true friend. I need some help to find that true friend.