emotional turmoil

I know my words can strike some pain,
and for that I state my claim.
An apology is at hand,
But the burden I can no longer stand,
The pain is much to my demise,
As the woman named I shys away,
intercepting thoughts mangled in days,
The passion swirled with unraveling pain,
I walk a path unbearable... I walk alone.
Let me be your guidance,
help me to discover my home.