Aqua's Journey (Part IV)

This isn't a dream anymore It's a reality.

Living with a purpose Loving personality.

Some say he'll overdose

On what he really wants the most

Some say it's rather whom.

Some don't know the waves

The waves of the soul

Who am I to try and save

Who'd rather lose control

What I got to lose?

Some say great family I can let you down on that one,

But i can still come from a true one.

I say it's soul surfing.

I admit,

I haven't been soul searching

Cause I found what I searched for I lost it...

to a version of me I didn't like.

A version of me who was selfish

Never knew the meaning of selfless,

Till it hit me in the face,

Left me all the pain I've dealt with.

Good morning texts made my morning,

Goodnight texts as I'm yawning.

I'd say I'm going off, I'm going insane,

But I'm still standing tall,

Not staggered at all.

I've be realistic To the lives I've crossed.

I feel broken up,

But not shattered.

I'll tell you what it is. It's me living my soul.

For 1, For 2. For the heart I couldn't claim,

But their presence still ranges in my senses.

I'm on a journey to my place of love,

Place of trust, intuition.

A vision of life itself being given

New life,

A new view,

To the city lights, A new...

I say it's time to start a new.

I've said all I've got to.