"What Part of Lonely Do You Understand?..."

"What Part of Lonely Do You Understand?..."

A Poem by Chris
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This is about us all - every me, every you... every moment we ...are and were alone... chosen or not. We live as we can - seldom as we want. @6

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This is about us all - every me, every you... every moment we ...are and were alone... chosen or not.  We live as we can - seldom as we want. @6

Lonliness is where you find it
...and just about any when -
moments where you know its touch
and others just ...ambushed again. @1

Its being when you have no choice
'cept holding so very tight
to those lil nothings never meant
to be held close every night.
@2

It's the laughter that always hurts
because I wasn't good enough
to be anything more than me
...and me's are never good or enough. @3

Not everyone has the other
that gently holds you close
and fills your life with memories
and every night with ghosts... @4

When I taste the rain

I separate out my tears...

for the dreams that never were,

for each long and empty year;

then goes the ones for silly hopes -

all just butterflies held inside,

then last - the wishes I grasped so tight

as my stars so slowly died. @5

Sometimes its in the eyes
as they look out above the smile...
so many shadows of sighs flit by
as a soft wistful "hello" glistens.  @7


 

"What Part of Lonely Do You Understand?..."

Sunday morning -

the taste of coffee

chilly morning

sitting at the window

lost in the mists...

 

Monday eve -

echoes of footsteps

the sounds of silence

making dinner

leftovers...

Tuesday -

leaving the lights off

sitting there on the curb

watching the cars pass

empty fingers closing...

 

Wednesday afternoon -

raindrops through the leaves

unsplashed puddles

distant laughter

walking - just walking...

Thursday ~

gray winter sky

store windows

food court

...change from a Five.

 

Friday night -

music

line dancing

midnight
...watching the minute hand.

Saturday...
TV for the noise

telemarketers

Jehova's Witnesses...
the sound of keytops being pressed.

 

Breathing...

closing your eyes
dreaming

...waking up

tomorrow

 

...yesterdays.

 

Chris


 

 

© 2012 Chris


Author's Note

Chris
After the title, the original poem, each line ...each one - is standalone

Chris

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Read it in many different ways, the way I liked it the most nevertheless had to be "Sunday, @6, Monday, @1, Tuesday, @2, Wednesday, @3, Thursday, @5, Friday, @4, Saturday, @7, Breathing". Quite interesting, whichever way you may read it though, finding different meanings among each separate line as I dared to create my own sequence was... well... this piece is thought-provoking. thanks for sharing.

Posted 9 Years Ago


Chris

9 Years Ago

If you reread it tomorrow... well, meanings change as we live. Nuff said.

Originally.. read more
Su' Nacnetaf

9 Years Ago

Now knowing that, I will be even more compelled to read it over again some more times as I drift to .. read more
"We live as we can - seldom as we want." These words are so salient and true, their poignancy dripping with the ghosts of happenstance.

This whole poem is hauntingly familiar, the words dancing in the bones of us all.

Posted 11 Years Ago


Thank you for perfecting how I sometimes, but not always, feel.

Posted 11 Years Ago


I can relate to this poem. Being lonely is hard and the bad part for me is I was with my childrens dad and I was still feeling lonely. We didn't talk, I was home alone so much, and it was hard. I could feel emotion and can feel where the loneliness comes from.

Posted 11 Years Ago


Chris

11 Years Ago

Kimmy, sometimes it is the hardest thing to FEEL inside that you belong.
A most excellent description of being lonely, I could feel each word, its imagery and the pulse of its directive. Loved this. I so relate to this.

Love the format..it fits beautifully with this poem

Posted 11 Years Ago


Chris

11 Years Ago

Its really good seeing you again Becky
Becky C Strukamp

11 Years Ago

thanks Chris!
As much as I've written on this very subject, you seem to describe it in all its tragic reality, yet I am not left feeling sad. I live my days much like this, acceptance, preferring almost being the quiet observer. Sure, wishes and wants are there, but at the end of the day...

Breathing...
closing your eyes
dreaming
...waking up
tomorrow

...yesterdays.

Love the style in which this is written, love the standalone verses and how they form a complete thought when all put together. Nicely done.

~Beth






Posted 11 Years Ago


Chris

11 Years Ago

Hi Beth... thanks for pausing. I hope you return.
SparrowSong

11 Years Ago

It was really my pleasure, I am sure I will be back...
Chris

11 Years Ago

Well - you just returned, neat how that works.
Many good lines expressing some awesome mundane said but said with originality.
and some new concepts to boot.
Unusually crafted two in one, but it fits.
Creates curiosity about the writer to read more of his work.

Posted 12 Years Ago


Indeed I can see how each part of the 1st half could stand alone, but are very good as a whole...the 2nd half felt a bit disjointed and might have been stronger to me as a stand-alone.
After re-reading I think what throws me is the transition from rhyme to non-rhyme, both parts are very good, and I did enjoy the read (though it felt rather sad to me).
Captured many emotions and for that I applaud you.
Thanks so much for sharing!


Posted 12 Years Ago


Chris

12 Years Ago

I'm glad you stopped by... The beginning portions were responses of mine to various review comments... read more
I really like and enjoyed the first poem,that I could feel :)

Posted 12 Years Ago



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