New World, New Me

imagine

I wish when I closed my eyes,

Everyone would go away,

Then I’d resurrect somewhere calm and trill,

When it was okay that i’m not okay,

Somewhere that I could cry and,

Talk about my urging, inconsistent want to die,

Instead of hiding my scarred memories,

And creating lies.

A terrain where I could grow and get better,

Curl my toes in the sand,

And truly enjoy the sunny weather.

A magical place where I didn’t have to be fake,

Like a cow made of pleather,

A place where I could enjoy joy,

A turf where I could laugh,

Take off my mask,

And be 110% the real me.

I wish, I wish,

I hope, I hope,

Because this life i’m living right now,

Is starting to feel like one big joke.

Author's Note

what do you think.