I’d Die Without You

your name isn't sammy, for it's our only disguise. you don't even know I write about you. You'll never see this love

Depression calling again, 

The pain seeping into my skin,

When will I be able to breathe,

When will this end,

Where are the pills,

I truly need them.

I’m drowning,

Please grab my hand,

Anxiety holds me still,

While a wave of worries come crashing in,

I want to walk, 

But I cannot stand,

These thoughts keep my face,

Stuck to the wet sand.

You say you see me,

But I don’t think you understand.

I don’t think you see,

The black hole I really am.

A weak smile on one side,

While the other stays teary eyes,

I talk to you,

Cause you’re the only happiness in my life,

Don’t leave,

I might die,

Don’t want to put pressure on you,

So I keep that last line inside.

Don't get tired of me,

I need new memories of you,

To redecorate my mind,

Sammy I can’t speak for too long,

Depressions on the other line.

Author's Note

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