So I Thought

Today I thought of you. Hah oh how you dream though your heart so restricted. My name you remeber, only when you aquire. To love you is to surrender. My hands a fist I move away yet with difficulty. My will power strengthens eventualy yet with difficulty. I askew you with a firm hand. No but I can't, can I? No I want more yes more. I know you do too, but to me what you feel is fear. To surrender is to love you. I can't do that, too many misconseptions. They seem to be the cause of my grief. No I cannot walk away.