Hearing Me

I see
I think
I know it all
I'm blessed
I'm cursed
Watch me fall

 

Who's right?
Who's wrong?
Who'll vanish in the night?
Who's God?
Who's Reaper?
I'll perish, I'm right...

 

It's light,
It's shadowed,
I'm scared of my own dreams
I sleep,
I wake,
I'm parted at the seams

 

Do you care?
At all?
When I ask you that?
Do you wonder?
Or know?
I'm worried by the fact?

 

I smile,
I laugh,
But is that really... real?
I'll not know
Or mind
But my wounds will not heal.

 

I ask you,
Again.
Do you really know?
What's right?
What's not?
So...?

 

Or don't you even hear me...?