I Miss you

This is the first thing I wrote after the death of my son........I haven't written since.

I miss you now,

like I miss you always.

The pain has weakend,

but is worse on certain days.

Some nights I hear you in my sleep,

just to wake with you still not here.

I stopped blaming myself for you,

but that it's true is my fear.

I see your picture,

and it still makes me cry.

I scream to this mythical god,

I want to know why he made you die.

You were my dream,

and you still are

I look to the sky,

and imagine you the brightest star.

Watching over me,

like I should be you.

Missing me,

knowing I miss you too.

 

I love you Joshua Lewis........Mommy misses you!!!

 

 

Reviews

[Shane Michael]

:) love it