Faded

We all have very bad days.

I feel invisible sometimes. 

Like all I am is a nonexistent mime. 

Sometimes it hurts, and sometimes I'm too numb to feel anything. 

I feel like my sanity is just holding on by a string. 

I want to know what it feels like to be free. 

I want to know how it feels to be me and only me. 

I don't want to feel the same feeling every day. 

I want to be like everyone else. Okay. 

I want someone to confide in. 

I don't want to feel like my life is one big sin. 

I want a shoulder that I can openly cry on. 

I feel like I'm slowly fading away until one day I'll be gone. 

Just shut up already! 

Stop telling me what to do and how to feel unsteady! 

Just get out of my head! 

You make me feel depressed. 

I try not to let you control me, but you scream over my thoughts until you're all I hear.

You make me feel like my looks will make me break a mirror. 

You make me feel like I'm worthless. 

Like making a living is just pointless.