The OutsiderA Story by Angel AlliHere we sat- David, his daughter, and me. The purpose of
meeting tonight had finally come. The food had been cleared away. The mindless
banter was gone, and here we sat waiting for the real reason for our first meal
together. The elephant in the room came to life. The girl stared at me, eyes unwavering. Her nose squinted up
and her lips were puckered, reminding me of a raisin- yes, exactly like a
raisin. Never in my life had a six year
old made me feel so uncomfortable, but here I was facing her. She pouted, and
narrowed her eyes as if she wanted to cry. Not here, I begged, not now. Every second the girl and I sat in silence, the tension in
the room grew and soon it would be smothering. I started to plan my exit,
carefully sculpting the polite words to say to get me out of this horrendous
situation, but to no avail. I had to face the inevitable doom. David sat next to the girl and tension, also, could be seen
on his face. He was nervous. Seconds dragged on, each becoming endless moments
of torture. I shifted nervously, trying my best to avoid eye contact with the
girl at cost. I looked toward David pleading for him to let the moment end. At
last, David looked down and cleared his through before turning to the girl. “Lizzy, this is my new wife.” The words struck silence, leaving no resonance of their
memory, only muted air and a bitter taste. The girl’s eyes narrowed even more,
peering into the depths of my soul, knowing that I did not belong- that I was
the cause of the endless agony that took her father away. The girl, who sat
across from me, would surely grow to hate all that I’d taken- her perfect
family Suddenly, I wished to turn back to two seconds ago, when David and I’s
secret was all ours and we were happy. I began to doubt if the love David and I
had discovered could ever rekindle a family again. He had so often promised it
would, but I had a hard time believing in happy endings. The air grew tenser with each passing moment, and I wished
to be far away from that dinner table and that night. The silence killed any
hoped I had for the girl’s and I reconciliation. After a few moments I began to
think the silence would last forever. But then wonder of all wonders, the girl
across from me, lifted the corners of her mouth, to part them. “Can I call you Mommy?” © 2014 Angel AlliFeatured Review
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2 Reviews Added on November 7, 2014 Last Updated on November 7, 2014 AuthorAngel AlliINAboutI'm a young Netflix-addicted college student who occasionally writes between majoring in Biology and saving the world. I'm going to do something someday. I don't know what. But I'ma gonna do it. more..Writing
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