"Now I'm Afraid to Love"

I was broken everyone knew.... Bulk of taunts on me, they threw....
Fault was mine so did nothing....on my heart it was a sting....
Everyday every night I still dream.... For my love I silently scream....
I was ready to fight for her.... For someone who didn't even bother...
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Now I'm afraid to love.... Really I'm afraid of....
Keeping real doesn't work these days.... Everyone promises but no one stays....
I tried hard to forget the past...but understood it'll Everlast....
Love sometimes gives you deep scar....not always it's a falling star....
Wanted to divert my mind and move on....but my heart ordered to hang on...
Thought to have another lass(young women or girl) ..... But she too wanted it as TIMEPASS...
I'm afraid to love as before I did.... Even when I get attracted, now I hid...
Less expectations less pain.... My emotions I try to refrain....
Every new day teach me lessons....just love yourself whatever happens....
Don't get attached too much.... Coz that too much will kill you so much...
True love always finds a way.... Whatever happens,those who love will stay...
Everything happens for good we were taught.... Is it so have you ever thought? ....
Those who keep real are always cheated....and this is how hate for love is accreted....
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NOW MY EGO AND SELF RESPECT IS ABOVE... BECAUSE REALLY I'M AFRAID TO LOVE......
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