I'm gonna be fineA Poem by Mina SalvaI couldn't resist and bear what was going on around me, I felt things for the first time, and I couldn't do anything but express myself by a poem, so here it is, share your opinions about it!New place, new start New beginning, kicking the past behind I thought I wouldn't fit in, but I wasn't right I guessed I wouldn't be loved back, but I might I thought I meant something to you, I thought I was special But hey there, who knew I was additional? All the words were lies, behind the craved touches I'd skip anything just to talk to you in those dingy and crazy nights Just as a friend or a best friend, but nothing more than that ''I want something more'' is what made me sad There you came and told that secret I don't know about you, but it was probably a regret I wasn't sure how to replay, how not to break you down I said ''I don't think so, I don't know'' So there I gave you hope and you wanted to cope All of my negation, all of my escapes You can't hold back, you come with new steps You hold my hand but I loosen down and release I smile and appease I hold one of your fingers, you giggle I smile back and my feelings mingle But as sly as a fox he grabs again and twists my fingers in Once again you find a chance and kiss my chin I give up and pretend I'm okay I feel lost and can't find a way I tell myself to relax, to smile To fake it and hold the tears back I convince my heart that I'm gonna be fine, Even though no ways seem to overwhelm my spine You came in my dream, and I felt It should be real My heart couldn't lie, so I made a deal It was a night, I pushed you back by holding your arm I looked to your eyes and stayed calm I said the truth I said it all I can't be with you, it's not what I want © 2013 Mina SalvaAuthor's Note
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2 Reviews Added on October 20, 2013 Last Updated on October 20, 2013 AuthorMina SalvaAlgeriaAboutShe's here to read, write and especially listen. Listen to the words that haven't ever been spoken by some of you. more..Writing
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