The Lies of The Adversary

This is the spiritual warfare.

The voice rose and filled the vacuum of my mind , ignoring the silent protest of my soul

I have been ruined , torn into bits by this voice

My inner being is ripped apart by false awakening!

There are entities whom are tossing me to and fro by their deception

With their sly voices and smooth talk , I was steered away from what is true and real

I was being pushed to succumb into paranoia , not being able to trust myself!

I lost my intuition long time ago , or rather my ability to discern it amidst the chaos created by the Adversary

Without it , I'm sinking deeper into vanity

It seemed that I was powerless to reverse the degeneration of my soul

It attack comes undeterred and vicious , leaving me exhausted

I was defenseless against these heated accusations

I was left fuming in my helplessness.

Days seems to be ongoingwithout any reality

Time flowed incessantly

I was frustrated and angry at the beguiling notions

Sometimes I will gather enough willpower to examine how fake they are , lacking in depth

During those lucid moments , I would realize how vain is to hold on to something that has no substance in it

And yet with hysterical stubbornness I'm clinging to it with every ounch of energy!

Why is it so difficult to give upsomething false? 

It is defeating to stay in , to continue believe in them

And it is an utter folly to deceive oneself when the substantial evidence is right in front of my eyes

Should I wallow in emptiness and curse the ruthless elements? Or should I rise above it and prove the alter reality do in fact , exist?

  

No matter how deep deception goes , there's always a divine spiritwhom pulls me out of the filth of sinister lies 

Perhaps I will not be undone by them! 

I am unwilling to be cowed by what others claims to be the best version of reality

I don't want to be deluded by aberrant voices...

Reviews

[Dwayne J. Keeves]

I see that regardless of the hinders or deceits, there is yet great hope. Although one may be carried away against ones will the reality of it all will never allow comfort.

[Neelam]

The problem is I can't see the end of the tunnel.

[Dwayne J. Keeves]

Keep holding on to hope my friend.

[Dwayne J. Keeves]

Neelam please excuse me but; Gurl you best gone on and write that thang....You don't mind if I step out the zone do you?

[Neelam]

I'm sorry I don't understand what you're trying to say :-)

[Dwayne J. Keeves]

lol.. No problem..lol..All I'm saying is That was a great write. One could actually gather the jest of deception lingering .

[Neelam]

Thank you!

[Dwayne J. Keeves]

Always forever welcome