Do not try to save me.A Poem by Amber V. BlackYou need to understand, I am not
like most girls. at
night, I will over analyze everything you
said to me, searching for lies. I will destroy myself & everything I have ever
stood for, to make you happy. You love spring days I love winter, &I think that says most of what we need to know. That you blossom at the thought of restarting and I am cold for weeks on end.
I realize your days can be better spent with someone who does not "flitch when you move to caress her
face. but no one has ever broken down this wall that I spent years building close to my heart. But I have Broken my
own heart trying to please so many people, (I
know you will just be another name to add to my casualty list.) You will make your quest to be the boy who can finally love me, but keeping up with a girl who is constantly filled with doubt and who is a roller coaster of highs and lows is not fun. Having my black
cloud of a personality hang over your happy days will not be fun Comforting me will get old, And when wiping away tears becomes second nature to you, you’re going to realize that you can have a lot better. When you grow tired of checking for (silent sobs and marks under sleeves) I’m afraid you’ve realized sweetheart, that I am not worth your time. © 2014 Amber V. Black |
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Added on October 28, 2014 Last Updated on November 4, 2014 Author
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