Just Friends,

"Hey Amber," Corey put his arm around my shoulder, like he always did passing to our next class. "Guess what."

I looked at him, grinning down toward me, "What?" I felt my eyebrows furrow.

"I'm going out with Cassadee. I promise, she's like those other girls I was with, like Ashley or Jennifer. I mean, Cassadee is just so sweet & innocent..." He started shaking his head, laughing.

"Oh, wow, uh, Corey I should really get to class, the bells about to ring." I walked away from him quickly & ran into the library. I sat down at a desk, I needed the quiet.

Why was he stupid? I've always just been the friend to him. The pretty girl, but she was just pretty. Not hot. I didn't have an amazing a*s like Cassadee, or Double D b***s, I was plain. I didn't like the fit in with what everyone else, in the freaking world was wearing or listening to, which made me weird in Corey's eyes.

Or maybe I wasn't innocent enought for him. I spent the last two months partying every weekend. Wearing tight jeans & low cut shirts to make my b***s look bigger than B cups, trying to be just like Ashley. Or kissing on girls trying to be wild like Jennifer. I thought I was the perfect package for him. The wild girl, was also the bestfriend. She could be quiet. She was smart. God forbide I have a brain.

Corey walked into the library, "Forget we have this class together? You ran away before I could catch up." He threw his bag next to me & claimed the seat. I lived for the moments with him. His arm slightly touching mine. He smiled everytime this happened. No matter who he was with, I felt like we were flirting. But it was, like an inside joke almost. A secret only me & him knew.

"Sorry, " I mumbled softly, which wasn't like me.

"Something wrong? Amber, you seemed upset after I told you about Cassadee." He looked concered & moved his arm away from me.

"Corey, me & you are bestfriends?" I looked up at his amazing eyes.

"Since fourth grade, hoe." He started to laugh.

I smiled, "& that's al it'll ever be?" He started to understand what this was about.

"Amber, I...wow." He put his head down & scratched his messy hair.

"Look, I get it, I'm the bestfriend. No more." I laughed, I was being stupid. I probably just ruined what was the best friendship I've ever been in.

"Yeah, Amber. Of course, no more. Listen, your an amazing girl, & everyones eyes are on you & I just can't be with that bad girl type anymore. I'm sorry." He looked away at his friend Jesse, his face pleading for help. That's when I knew it was over. So being, the crazy b***h of the school wasn't what wanted. I'm not a crazy b***h, I'm a dumb one. I stood up & walked out of the library, leaving my things behind, no intentions of going back while Corey was there.

As I walked away he probably had his face in his hands & Jesse asking what happened, & Corey being who he is, responding with "F**k off."