If Only

IF only………………… 
If only I had been there, 
Could that had changed the end
If only you had let me know
All the pain you had within
If only….
I had told you I loved you…..
Would that have mattered at all?
If only you knew how much you were loved
Would that have stopped that fall?
If only……
I had told you
I’ve felt that pain you’re in
When you feel your life is over
But it really didn’t even begin
If only……..
You knew I supported you
No matter right or wrong
I’d always support my brother
My love for you is strong
If only…..
I reached out 
That last day I seen you alive
And threw my arms around you 
And begged you to please survive 
If only… I had known
That was the last time id ever see you breathe
I would hug you, and love you and squeeze your neck
And tell you how much you mean to me