Confused about this

So confused about this.

My heart pounds...

as i think about this

My mind wanders

as i think about you.

You've given me so much

yet it's never enough,

for me to make up my mind.

your many things...

sweet

supportive

kind

caring

funny.

You tell me all these things

that make my heart skip a beat.

which still leaves me confused about this.

theres so many things

that you have me thinking about.

your just so hard to get off my mind...

you've all i've thought about

and this situation is eating at me...

it's making me so emotional...

crazy... insane...

i can't help but feel that way.

i'm so confused..

your kindness makes me

even more afraid

and careful of my actions.

i don't wanna hurt you...

as you promised you would never hurt me.

you said you'll never thing anything bad...

but can i be so sure?

i have so many thoughts...

so much more to think about...

and yet...

i don't know when i won't,

be confused about this.

:'(