Is this worth it?

Well, so i guess it's just typical. I guess it's just another change.

Just another course of pain. Making me wanna dance in the rain.

Will it ever get better? Is it worth it?

It's the on-going drama.

It's the on-going hurt.

It makes me feel like dirt.

And that's when i once again, think to myself, is it worth it?

I always think about how loosing your friendship will carry me to a bad place.

But maybe i'm fooling myself, thinking it's gonna get better.. well for that, i can only hope.

Forcing such hard feelings into it, thinking you can control whatever you want, you can't.

It's like trying to make a dog stop barking.

The sun to stop shining.

The wind to stop blowing.

The sky to never peak a hint of blue.

And that's when i think to myself, is it worth it?

I love the way things used to be.

So simple. We shared dimples.

But waiting for this to stop, is like waiting for a storm to pass...

You feel you need to rush it. Hoping it will end.

As soon as possible.

And i think to myself...... is it really worth it?

Am i wasting precious time?

Or do i care to much?

I guess i'll never know...

Reviews

[Amanda]

Well really its about a few different people and it's mixed up in that way because of that. So your not wrong :) i'll read your poems for sure.

[kbjami]

I kinda liked it.

I think I'm getting a different meaning than intended, but is this about maybe liking a boy who is a friend?

Well if it isn't then I'm so sorry for saying this, but if it is then think about this . . .

How much does the friendship mean to you? Is it worth risking? I thought maybe yes it was with a great friend, but I messed up. If things will go how I'm seeing it going I don't even think I could do anything forever.

Sorry if I'm totally wrong. If you read my most recent poem you might be able to see how I am.