Agony

Never fading away..Always there..I wish you were gone..

Hide away from all
So none may see

What you will do
And what you have done
The tears running down your face
The pain in your eyes
The blood leaking down your arm

You scream and cry
As the horrid memories come back
Remembering everything
And forgetting nothing
The haunting past
The broken promises
The hateful sins

The pain is too much to bare
You pick up the blade again
And drag it against your arm
Watching the blood leak
The pain is gone
The memories fade away
The numbness comes

But only for a little bit
And then it’s back to crying
For the pain comes back
And you’re stuck with the agony
The misery
The horrid memories
The hateful sins 

Reviews

[† Allybear!!! &d..]

I relate to this one well, My Daddy abused me when I was little, I still fell his breath on my neck, and his weight on me.... The blade used to make me feel better but it dont no more, so I turned to writing and sex.... the sex gets old, and the writing is new, so maybe i will stick to this one for a while. great poem!